i've lost all my great-grandparents since the big 3 0.
cornerstones of my heritage, lynchpins of families that can no longer speak in words that make any sense.
i have lost some of my most adored friends, unbeknownst reasons, just gone.
when i had thought that at least to *them* i meant something. 'twas all smokescreens and mirrors, though, i guess, for as alone as i feel.
i work a job i hate, surrounded by people who have no idea what it's like to live in the world.
In 2 words? i'm lost.
will i ever be found?
or maybe i just need to go outside and get more fresh air and sunshine?